So an update on my life over the past few weeks. My boss quit sadly and we had a Store manager in training watching over the store. She was a great person and I think we all loved her being in charge of the store. I have been helping out not only in the front of the store but also in pharmacy, so my hours range anywhere from 40-55 hours a week.
I get home and plop on the couch and fall asleep at 5 pm. On top of working, I have been having my regular doctor appointments and not so regular doctor appointments. Then I have had to call multiple insurances multiple times. This antic is fun, I recently got married and changed my last name, so one of my sisters-in-laws and myself have the same first and last name now :). However, when I went to go get labs done, I had a massive migraine and ended up updating everything of my sister-in-laws’ to mine. That took about 2 weeks to figure out she got an email of “How was your visit at…” of back and forth phone calls during my 45-55 hours weeks. It was a hassle that should have never happened and I am still not sure if it is completely figured out.
My schedule has literally been going to work, doctor appointments if I have them and then coming home to maybe relax if I can for an hour or two before trying to figure out what tomorrow is going to be like. I, unfortunately, have had no energy to write, I have been so exhausted it has been making me cranky, and I can’t talk about putting yourself first if I myself don’t do it :). I have had to take baths and put Bengay on my sore muscles just so I can get up and go to work.
I am sorry this blog/update is short, but I wanted to reach out to everyone to let you know if you are exhausted in this time change/ season change you are not alone. We will get through this. I am just taking it day by day and sometimes minute by minute. When my patience wears thin I take a step back and breathe or cry (it’s okay to cry) and sometimes take an anxiety pill (yes, they help). I know things will get better, now that we have a manager for the store, fully staffed, and hopefully a regular schedule?????
I am the type of person where I can function on 4-5 hours of sleep but only for a short period of time. I am usually a person that needs 8+++ hours of sleep to function. I can not remember the last time I was this tired. I am just at a point where I know sometimes things get worse before they get better. I am hoping for that turn around soon, that things will calm down. I’ll be able to get back to blogging more and not be so tired all the time, granted I am on enough migraine meds to make me tired all the time anyways. However overworked and not enough sleep will make anyone tired.
If anyone has any legal advice I am open to it.
Until the next Different Type of View~ Rori Lelu
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